Death is Bullet in the gun
The day we die is the day we survied till
We are the ones that you label
But we're not like you
We're the angels
Come get us
When you think that your sober
But you keep drinking lies
You keep drinking lies
We are the angels
The one thats you fear
We are the ones that you misunderstand
We are the ones that you watch for at night
We are the
We are the
We are the angels of night
When you first told me
You loved me, the lies
I can tell you that by the look in your eyes
The looks that I die for
The body is still
When the blood finds it way to hell
Come get us
When you think that your sober
Bu
I feel like a loaded gun
Pointed to his head
I feel like the memories
That I never had
When we were young
When we were there
Our hearts they never stay
For every moment worth
We shall be today
Our hearts are just a bullet
Life a loaded gun
Before our hearts enter
The life has not become
We are the one
You need live for
I am the one
We all die for
Just look into the eyes on the
Heavenly ghost and you will see
That I'm here for the most
When we were yong
Our hearts need no sheild
Only we could see inside our own eyes
But now that we're older
The beauty lies in our eyes
Now that we're older
The beauty lies in our min
Baby Boy I am here
Baby Boy my love so clear
When do we begin to breath again
As we walk away
We will watch the day
As were scared to say
That this is that day
I cant see you as we walk away
I cant breath when you leave me alone
I watch as I fall so deeply in love
But your scared Just to scared
To fall in love
Baby Girl I am here
Baby Girl love so clear
When do we began to breath
As we walk gracefully
We will watch the days
As were scared to say
That this is the day
I cant see you as we walk away
I cant breath when you leave me alone
I watch as I fall so deeply in love
But your
Beneficial Artificial
Keep it in your pants boy
Artificial Beneficial
Our friendships just a toy
Keep it going
Keep it hard
Keep it fun
And Keep it in
Make sure you want it before you start
Cause I want stop till its in
Kiss my lips
Kiss my neck
Kiss me up
And Kiss me down
Boy just let your cloths hit the ground
Beneficial Artificial
Keep it in your pants
Artificial Beneficial
Our friendships in your pants
Keep it going
Keep it hard
Keep it fun
And keep it in
Make me want it
Dont stop till its in
Beneficial Artificial
Keep it in your pants
Artificial Beneficial
Our friendships is in you pants
I just don't understand how someone can fake so much emotion. how can a person, who has a heart beat and a soul, can be so mean and horrable to another person that has put so much trust in them. Trust that the person with there heart, not to break therir heart but in turn for that trust for the person is what ends up breaking their heart. They say they care, they say that they love them but then turn around and fall for someone else or they want to have a sexual relationship with someone else. Its doesn't matter to the person. It could even be one of their friends. But insted of not saying naything to the pone they are tyling to but no they a
I put walls so high
To never let any one in
Like a butterfly held to tight
By lies and sins
The walls are built up
Never to fall
Never letting anyone in
To scared to let any one know
I am the one they watch for
I sit back and watch the sin
Creating my own world
Nobody knows why I'm lost
Nobody seems to care
They don't understand me
They watch as I fall
They look over me
They peck over the walls
What do they see?
What do they think of me?
As my walls fall down
As my walls fall down
I am alone in my world
As my walls fall down.
Quiet Looking at me for the reason why
You cant remember yourself
Quiet Looking at me and asking why I lied
To tell you the truth
I never cared
I never had feelings for you there
I lied
I lied
I lied to you
Like the water in the sea
Im washing away your memories
Of the past we had
I took your heart and threw it on the ground
Shoved in the dirt and mud
All to pick it up again and do the same thing again again
You thought I cared about you
What a childish thing to do
If Ive lied and cheated on my other love
What makes you so different?
What makes you so special then?
Im looking for an answer to my l
I'm all alone again
I can't hear you screaming
I'm not ok I'm not alright
I wake up to your voice
Saying that you love me
I have no choice
I must leave now
I can't take this
your voice is like a song
I've hear everyday
takeing me away
Keeping me strong
When I all I do is walk away from this
Keeping in a kiss
In a dream
In a dream i've had for so long
You and me where together
Always singing and wrighting
Everythought comming back to me
I need you here with me
On this lonely night
Of which your my shining star
I need your kiss to keep my eyes close
Untill the morning light breaks silence
And I'm alone again
I love u with all my heart by KibaRose666, literature
Literature
I love u with all my heart
This is the first time that I meant
The only time it was real
I have never felt this way about anyone else
Your the first that comes to mind
And the only thing in my heart
It would kill me if this wasn't real
I want to spend the rest of my life with you
Wake up next to you every day
Fall asleep in your arms in each and every way
The dreams of you are coming more real
With each passing day
And in my minds eye I would die for you
I close my eyes and see you
I open them and your not
It makes me sad that we're apart
With this little poem I have said
So much but not enough
But I guess what I mean by this is…
I love you with all
Can't get you off my mind by KibaRose666, literature
Literature
Can't get you off my mind
Can you hear me fighting?
All the pain inside...
People think I'm crazy
But I can't get you off my mind
Your the reason I wake up and the reason I go to bed
Cause in my mind your the only thing I see
So dream about me all you want
I won't let you down
I'll try my hardest to be the best girlfriend for you
And one day I'll be the best wife you'll ever have
And raise our children right down to every fight
Because your the best thing for me tonight
Because I can't get you off my mind
He doesn't see it
He doesn't see how he is breaking her heart
Slowly. Very Slow…
Slow that he doesn't realize.
He is unaware that has he goes out
To party with his friends, to have a good time
That some where there is a girl, her eyes
Filled with tears, a broken heart
Spread about the floor, crying because
The pain is too great for her knowing
That he will never know how she really
Felt about him… And as she thinks about
Her life, all the mistakes, all the things
She could've done but was to afraid to
All the pain she has been thought, she
Lets the muzzle to her head and pulls the trigger.
She is finally free
No more pain no
As the blood hit's the bathroom floor
She looks in the mirror for the final time
Get a last glimpse of what brought her here
As she falls to the floor
She remembers his face
The last moments in grace
When her mom comes home and finds her there
Just looking at her with a blank stair
Then with tears filling her eyes she realizes how her daughter died
She sees a little note that's signed in blood
She falls to her knees as her eyes begin to run
Over the words that her little girl wrote
As she read them one by one she realized all the fun
Like the razor across her little girls writes
She will always remember this…
I love you mother
I miss you
I miss seeing your face everyday
I miss:
The way you make me feel safe
The way I feel after seeing you
The way I feel when I'm in your arms
I miss hearing your voice
I miss how I felt around you
The way it makes my heart race
The way you made it seem like
Tommarrow will be better than today
The way you made me believe that it would all be ok
The way you made me forget about everything else
Like it was only us and nothing else really ad it hurts
And it hurts
It hurts knowing that I didn't get to say
Goodbye to the one who changed my life forever
It hurts knowing that I'll never see you again
If only you know how m
I love you doesn't mean it by KibaRose666, literature
Literature
I love you doesn't mean it
Most people look at me not knowing what to think
When they see the ring you gave me they only begin to see
The spell that has been put on me
You love has blinded me and shadowed all my pain
Keeping me safe in your arms is the best of things
That have happened in my life
Your the only thing that makes me happy
Your the only thing that makes feel safe
If you died, I would die to because you heart keeps me breathing
You know how I feel about you
But I don't think you do
I love you doesn't describe how I really feel
I can't find the words but all that I can say
Is that I love you more each and every day
So take my hand hold it tight
Can you hear me Hunter?
Are you "alive"?
I know I'm not your first love
But you are mine
I'm so young
Some days I ask myself
How can see it in my eyes
They are slowly changeing
From Black to green
As I look at the ring
I wear just for you
Your the one thing I'm going to live up to
And the reason I won't die
My cheeks get warm when I talk to you
Life is so sweet when your with me
We have never met but it feels like we have
I know when we do it will be sweet
The first kiss, the first hug, the first holding your hand
Its really going to make me really glad
To be with you your all I have
He is going to be the one thing that I'm going to live up too, The one person I'll never let down, I want to be his one and only, The one thing that he is never going to lose, I hope he knows how much he means to me, If something where to happen to him I would die, That is how much I Love him, And I hope he knows that! I love him with all my <3 and more!
-puts porn in the title- by Bored-Yaoi, literature
Literature
-puts porn in the title-
I'm putting porn in the title,
Because apperantly I need to grab you attention,
And everyone in this world is a pervert.
I'm putting death in the title,
Because apperantly the only people that write poetry,
Like me,
Is maniac depressive.
Or they really do have all that crap wrong with them...
I'm putting neko in the title,
Because apperantly since I like anime,
And anthro,
I think I'm some sort of other being.
I'm putting something else in here,
That I don't want to,
Because apperantly I need to make everyone,
Happy.
I'm putting fuck this in the title,
Because I want people to pay attention to me,
It's not my fault.
I just
Rainy was an odd girl.
She sauntered quietly into town,
A million smiles covering a frown.
She had a fascination with decimation;
With reflective knives and mutilation.
She loved butterflies on a mission;
Seeing the world in Technicolor vision.
Purity of Vision by johnny-dangerously, literature
Literature
Purity of Vision
She sits, staring out the window
Into the cold blistering night.
Not left onto another to undo
the damage of her mothers famous last words.
Let it burn, she thought, or maybe...
She lost another thought into the wind,
With a stoned sorry look on her face
Staring out into the cold blistering night.
Faces pass, but empty, just a
Collective blank stare, not unlike our
herione , trying to undo the damage
Of her mothers famous last words.
Starry nights and city lights, oh for
God sakes, she thought, waiting, wondering.
Four walls on a broken building, as she
stares out the window into the cold blistering night.
Just another latchke
I miss it.
Always too proud to admit it.
The what ifs? the maybes...
That plague my mind,
Driving me to insanity.
Maybe I thought that
We were more than we were...
But,
For that short time,
You were mine.
And I was happy.
Help me,
As you once did,
I feel so lost.
Without you.
You read me so well...
I just seem to be wandering through,
Falling into mistake, after mistake.
Every time,
Another part of me gets shut away,
And torn apart.
I just cant seem to find my way
Through.
I
Its over
I'm going to do it right this time around
Its over
You can still stand by in the crowd
This love has taken all I have
And I'm giving it all up
Because I found some one new
I know your to hate me
For doing this 6 months so late
I can watch you
Looking at me from a far
I know you love me
But I'm starting to love him more
I don't how it happend so don't ask me
I'm scared to hurt you
I'm scared I'll end your life
I'm scared for you
But I need to make things right
In my mind You'll always be there
But in my heart
He's takeing the upper hand
Please for give me
I didn't mean to hurt you
I didn't mean too
But I know
Current Residence: Lowell,IN... why!? do you want to know? r u stalking me? Favourite genre of music: Rock,punk,emo, some hip hop and r&b Favourite photographer: so many to pick from... Favourite style of art: graphic... paintings rox... um... digital... idk Operating System: Windows XP MP3 player of choice: GPX model MW3816 *shrugs* idk i just listion to it Wallpaper of choice: Any thing dark... or bloody or moving Favourite cartoon character: not sure... probly abel from trinity blood but thats more anime Personal Quote: My man might wear the pants in the relationship but I control the zipper!!!
Favourite Visual Artist
don't really have one... I like alot of art
Favourite Movies
saw 3,not another teen movie (lol), Missed Call2(japanese horror!)
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
3 days grace (adam), AFI(davey)...Hinder, and Red Jumpsuit Appuratius
Favourite Writers
Edgar allan poe!
Favourite Games
battleon.... hey when your bored you play anything
Tools of the Trade
Pencil... thats all i can draw in... but mostly lead pencils... and colored pencil... and markers!!!
Other Interests
writing (ah duh)... drawing... IMing... hanging with friends... listioning to mucic
Ok Me and David dated for 3 months. we broke up about 2 months ago. We were hanging out and he asked me back out. He promised that he would be different. and that he would treat me like a princess. I don't know if I can trust him with that. I don't know. I mean when we broke up I really tryed to hate him. But no matter how much I tried I still had feelings for him. I still got worried when ever I saw him sad or upset or hurt. it killed me to see him that way. But thats when i relized that I loved him. I was amazed when he asked me back out. I was so happy. i could help but kiss him. But i told him that I can't answer him yet. What should i do
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. -it was barely moving-
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
Total: 4
[x] You have run into a tree.
[ ] It IS possible to lick your elbow
[x]You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just tried to sing them
Total: 8
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[x] You have choke
1 . YOUR REAL NAME:
Hayley
2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Hayz
3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Midnight blue, black and pink wolfy
4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Maaha
5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)
Black Monster
6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)
Aaaseyma
7.YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle name)